Everywhere I go

petal_abstract @ 2009-10-17T12:35:00

2009-10-17T19:36:31Z

For this Halloween I will be dressed as Presphone. Thoughts?

petal_abstract @ 2009-10-02T01:07:00

2009-10-02T08:12:02Z

Ripping up the in place life plan for the past 7 years is scary and invigorating.

There is a good chance that I may be studying at West Chester University in West Chester, Pennsylvania for my masters in Holocaust studies.

petal_abstract @ 2009-08-09T23:31:00

2009-08-10T06:34:28Z

Summer Sunday nites are made for McMenamins' Ruby ale, tater tots, and Tristian.

petal_abstract @ 2009-07-22T14:22:00

2009-07-22T21:22:47Z

I wish I could say that I am having a great and fun summer, but really, I'm not. I gate to whine but this summer is such a depressing bust. It might as well not be called summer. All I do is work, which is fine I suppose, but I would like to have a weekend off here and there rather than having to constantly cover for people or fight to have 1 day off so I can move.

Oh, yes, I did finally find a place! Under the wire, no less! I will be living in the newly remodelled Campus Court quads on 15th and Alder. I have always wanted to live there since Aaron Renner lived in them.I am taking a year long lease over for a Chinese girl. All of the other Quad mates, who are also Asian, will all be moving out in August. I'll be living with 3 random girls for the upcoming school year. I've Facebook stalked them but their profiles didn't yeild me very much. I move next weekend.

This summer has been spotty with excitement and anticipation. Today Hillary is coming from PDX and we're going to have girl time at the VRC; dinner with the boys; then Harry Potter. But then it's back to working everyday but Sundays and Tuesdays.

Aaron took me to go see Andrew Bird last week in Medford at Britt. It was nice, I saw Danielle, an old kindred spirit from Teen Theatre. Aaron said it was my concert so I could sit anywhere I wanted, 'Except for there', he said pointing to the small patch of grass in front of the stage. Which of course I wanted to be since Andrew Bird is an amazing live. I didn't fight it, so we sat on the hill after I anxiously chose a spot. It was nice but not as nice as it could have been.

Even the fun parts of my summer are letting me down.

petal_abstract @ 2009-07-10T14:39:00

2009-07-10T21:40:51Z

So tempted to move to Austin, Texas next summer.

And I couldn't tell you why.

petal_abstract @ 2009-06-02T14:34:00

2009-06-02T21:36:59Z

I almost cried in front of my professor today.

Awesome.

petal_abstract @ 2009-05-28T21:44:00

2009-05-29T04:56:24Z

I am waiting for the 25 bus on the corner of 19th and Willamette. It is a beautiful summer nite.

I hope to get home in a hurry to get ready to go to the infamous 80's Nite with a whole gaggle of my closet girl friends from school.I am really excited to say the least.

For most people I think that the excitement is lost on them. This is the first time since junior year, and occasional moments during senior year of high school that people want my company. It's hard to get used to. I had it to an extent in the dorms, but it always seems to be because of circumstance not sincerity. So, fuck yeah I am jazzed.

I think I am going to do a huge currently listening to post highlighting the musical amazingness of the likes of Lady Gaga, Girltalk, and The Knife.

Yes, I am that fucking hipster.

petal_abstract @ 2009-05-28T10:19:00

2009-05-28T18:21:31Z

I have SCA websites bookmarked. On My phone's web browser.

Epic.

Today is my darling friend, Kristin, thesis defence. I am bummed I am working because I would go in a heart beat to support her and cheer her on.

But tonite we're going to go out and celebrate everything at 80's nite. Thea and Katie are coming as well.I am excited to get drunk. Ohhh, me. Then tomorrow we're going to table for S4C at the EMU.

I enjoy updating LJ on the go, from my phone, even if typing is tedious. Kristin would be proud.

petal_abstract @ 2009-04-06T16:03:00

2009-04-06T23:13:21Z

I keep seeing women who are crying. It's like it was in winter when I kept seeing blind people everywhere I went.

I never did figure out if it meant anything or not. Maybe it all does in perspective.

I remember this one time my financial aide got messed up for spring term 05 at RCC. I got so distraught that I started to cry on my walk home. And this sweet girl my age asked me what was wrong and if I needed anything. I choked out that everything was ok and I crossed the street and called my mom to come and get even though we only lived a 10 minute walk away.

The woman who was crying on the bus just got off by forcing the back doors open. I looked into the Albertson's car park to see this guy take off running and she chased him. The plot of meaning thickens.

petal_abstract @ 2009-04-03T12:20:00

2009-04-03T19:23:59Z

I think I need to buy a beautiful tea cup to drink out of. With a saucer, of course.

petal_abstract @ 2009-04-01T09:09:00

2009-04-01T16:12:49Z

I am really excited for this term, words cannot describe.

But I am already so busy. It's strange.

petal_abstract @ 2009-03-20T09:51:00

2009-03-20T17:06:15Z

I have a sinus infection.

To battle it I have to take a shit load of amoxicillin.

Going to the coast.

The End.

petal_abstract @ 2009-03-05T10:05:00

2009-03-05T18:11:47Z

My hair dryer died thus morning. No smoke, no Swan Song. It was working fine then I turned it off and when I went to use it again nothing happened.

I have asthma, officially. I have the puffers (yes, I have more than one, two to be exact) and such.

Not much else.

petal_abstract @ 2009-03-03T14:16:00

2009-03-04T06:54:56Z

I can smell spring.

petal_abstract @ 2009-03-02T17:41:00

2009-03-03T01:49:03Z

Aine, the Irish goddess of fearies, fertility, and the sun sounds like an amazing Beltane goddess!

petal_abstract @ 2009-02-09T01:24:00

2009-02-09T09:31:37Z

2 of my favorite songs and videos of the year so far, sorry they won't embed:

Adele: Chasing Pavements--

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz7vGW2_5c0

Please notice the amazing side walk dancing.

Girl's Generation: Gee--

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nHZ36zQMEv8

(Has subtitles)

Because you can't go wrong with nine cute Korean girls singing about a first love and dancing while wearing bright yellow short shorts.

I fucking love pop music.

petal_abstract @ 2009-01-27T05:27:00

2009-01-27T13:31:09Z

Goddammit I am still young.

petal_abstract @ 2009-01-04T12:15:00

2009-01-04T20:17:26Z

I moved!!!!

I now live in the South Eugene Hills!

o_jack we're pretty much neighbors!

petal_abstract @ 2008-12-17T17:06:00

2008-12-18T01:10:20Z

Our apartment was broken into last nite. While we were sleeping.

They took Aaron's TV, X-Box 369, Nintendo Wii, Nintendo DS, mobile, his wallet...

They took my lap top, debit card and Target credit card.

We woke up around 11 am and Aaron came out to find the place had been ransacked. They didn't trash the place though. They broke in through the kitchen window hat they opened from the outside. An officer came out and took finger prints and such.

I just feel so violated.

Happy holidays to us!

petal_abstract @ 2008-11-27T16:22:00

2008-11-28T00:23:42Z

I did something with my hair.

My mom some how thinks I am 'offensive' and 'selfish' because I don't like babies.

Kevin and Matt are visting from Australia.

The End.

petal_abstract @ 2008-09-21T00:18:00

2008-09-21T08:09:33Z

While I have been in Medford I made my first dress for the SCA.

The End.

petal_abstract @ 2008-09-04T01:08:00

2008-09-04T08:09:30Z

My undereye circles looked a lot lighter this morning.

petal_abstract @ 2008-08-28T00:56:00

2008-08-28T07:58:23Z

The ending theme to 'The Boondocks' makes me terribly nostalgic, yearning for my first year in Eugene back.

petal_abstract @ 2008-08-21T10:10:00

2008-08-21T17:12:29Z

I haven't seen a Heidi Montag or Spencer Pratt post of candids or an interview on Oh No They Didn't for far too long.

I am starting to feel empty.

It's a meme

2008-08-17T07:36:16Z

1. I've come to realize that my butt: Has looked the same since I was 11, even after all the years of puberty and the lies of developing hips and curves.

2. When I talk: I talk too much, I lose control, and intertwine everything with some sort of historical anecdote.

3. If I love someone: I either go too deep or not deep enough.

4. I need: to lose weight, get fit, eat better food, spend less, save more, use semi-colons, focus, be nicer to my body.

5. I've lost: all of the Star of David and Chai jewelry my Grandma Lucy gave me to remember my Grandpa George by. Admittidly I was too young for it.

6. I hate it when: I am lackluster in energy, focus, and appaerence.

7. If I'm drunk: I get rather quite, make conversations with the people around me and get hit on by strange men.

8. Money: We have a love hate relationship. I can't save and love instance gratification. And MAC.

9. My mother: is the person who criticizes and puts me down the most. Just like her mother did to her.

10. I'll probably always be: Fickle, impulsive, awkward, shy, and emotional.

11. I have a crush on: Kal Penn.

12. The last time I cried was: When Aaron and I had a fight. One minute we were recouping and laughing, the next minute I was sobbing. This was mid-July.

13. My cell phone: is annoying, I rarely have it off of silent.

14. When I wake up in the morning: Sometimes I hit snooze too many times or I pop right out of bed 10 minutes before my alarm goes off.

15. Before I go to sleep at night: I daydream.

16. Right now I am thinking about: Some major life changes in the eating department. And the fact that my financial aid is having some...issues.

17. Babies: Not my favorite thing in the world at all.

18. When I get on livejournal: Read my friends' page; comment on some community entries; think about posting an entry...later.

19. Today I will: In seeing that it is Sunday and have been for half hour I will clean the loo, put clothes away, see my Grandpa Ernie, and go grocery shopping for new food.

20. Tonight I will: the above.

21. Tomorrow I will: Monday? Go to Oregon Hall and figure some stuff out.

22. I really want to: be lovely and charming.

23. Who is most likely to repost this is: possibly Debra.

24. Relationships: have always been a point of contention. I ebb and flow too much for most people.

25. Love: is amazing. I wish I could be falling in love always. Preferably not with different people.

26. My best guy friend(s): live in Portland and Australia.

27. My best girl friend(s): lives in Eugene, California, and Medford.

28. Food: and I have some issues that need to be sorted out.

29. When I'm a girlfriend: I ebb and flow.

30. Girls and boys:
Girls who are boys
Who like boys to be girls
Who do boys like they’re girls
Who do girls like they’re boys
Always should be someone you really love

31. Over the summer: I'm in Eugene, I went to Hawai'i, made some new friends, and such.

32. Heartbreak: Is sometimes, always, is for the best.